My body clock is way too fucked up.

Sometimes i think about how my own funeral would be like and what i would like to be remembered for in my life. In a non-suicidal kinda way of course. But then i try to stop myself, thinking, how vain am i?

I'm sorry if i continually disappoint you. Maybe I am addicted. Everyone has their vices and their problems. I think i need to change, or maybe i'll never really have a shot at being happy.

Life is full of expectations. Maybe conflict amongst people is often caused by differing expectations. We often assume others will act based on our own expectations but we fail to see they have their own perfectly legitimate expectations as well.

Good to have a place to vent. Almost feel like a 15 year old again, what with this blogging and shit. Difference now is that no one reads this and i dont want anyone to. Hopefully.

Life isn't doom and gloom though, i probably only come here when i'm feeling down. Life's good at the moment. Plenty of time to do nothing. Spending quality time with my best friends (need more of that). Playing FF7. Looking forward to exchange.

I'm going to try and sleep.

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